I wonder if that really happens. Some love really last long enough but not enough to reach forever, a love that last until you grow with white hair and dies because of getting old. I know that a love like this still exist up until now, but how many? It’s quite rare to find love that is true and pure nowadays. Love has been covered by lust which most people mistook that love was there but all there is was only “lust” that made an illusion of love.

It’s quite sad to know that this world have made a very big change and made a lot of complication that’s quite troublesome. I have been longing for a true love; I thought I have found it but it slipped away, not knowing it only stayed in me for a while just to wait for its true heart to capture. I was deceived and betrayed with that “pretentious love” yet I fell for it and it seems like the love that remained in myself never turned into “hate.” For what that person did to me, a person could’ve slapped his face and hate him for what he did, but not me… and I have no idea why I just couldn’t.

I was wondering… Does this love of mine for him will last forever? Will I ever find a love that its intention is really to capture my heart?

How about you? Do you believe in forever?

I’m the type of person who always daydreams and sets the mind on top of the world to view things differently. Sometimes, I thought to myself, if God have unconditional love for us, does people have that too?

I was looking for people who have it and I found a person that is quite near to that unconditional love – a mother or father’s love. Yes, I somehow manage to see that this “unconditional love” exists in our parents especially in our mother. As a child of my own parents, I have always been a spoiled brat and nonetheless I am not that of a good child. I always want to go things on my way, it’s always “give me what I want right now” and “I do what I want so don’t mind my own business.” Fortunately, I somehow changed that kind of attitude when I was still young but sometimes that “old self” of mine seems to appear in me.

I have done a lot of bad things that disappointed my parents so much, I made my mother cried, I made my mother slapped me on the face once, I made my father cursed me and created hatred on his heart. Yet, despite of all those pain and mistakes that I have made, still they continue to live with me, took care of me and love me. I can’t say that nothing has changed but still, I am lucky enough to have such parents. Though I cannot say that I have a perfect family and the perfect love that they give, but I know, deep from their hearts that there’s a light there that symbolizes their love for us, their children.

How about you? Have you found your “unconditional love”?

I don't know why the date of my posts are undefined. Could somebody help with this? It's quite irritating already since I have no idea of how to fix it. I thought of changing the format of the date on my post settings yet nothing happened, also tried putting some calendar widget but nothing happened again. Hope someone could help me with this.